most of them say, i have a perfect life.. i have everything i need, everything i want..
no. i am not happy.. not that i am not satisfied okay? i know i have a lot of things that i should be grateful for.. and i appreciate those.. i am very thankful.. but this doesn't mean i have a perfect life..i am not being greedy or whatsover.. i just want to say, a lot is really missing.
some say, "sana ako na lang ikaw" and things alike.. then i would just say, "oh sure! sige ba. palit tayo" and then we're just gonna laugh.. but deep inside i mean it.. if only they know what's really inside me..
what's my problem? it's hard to live with people expecting too much from me.. they're giving me a character or an identity that i should be like this or like that.. that i could do this or that.. it's not me. hindi ko talaga kaya.. hindi ako ganun..
i know that everyone wants what's best for me.. but then much is too much.. am i happy with what i am doing? no. it's better to live life easier.. without those complexities.. and it's more likely that i'd be able to achieve things when it's like that..
elle.. just don't complicate things.. you can do it.. think positive. okay?
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Thu 22 Jan - 22:21
